Laura Bailey from https://alltheshoesiwear.wordpress.com/2018/08/22/manic-mondays-3-way-prompt-5/ gave another writing challenge for the week. The word is “Hush”. I saw the word and immediately something came to my mind. I dismissed it though for I wanted to write about something more pleasant. That resulted in no post yesterday. I realized this morning that there are times when you need to just go with the first thought that comes to your mind and not fight it.Thank you Laura for the challenge, even if this one may have been a little harder to write.
The following piece is fiction, but unfortunately for too many children this post hits too close to home! Please let the special children/teens in your life know that they can confide in you, and that you will believe them, even when what they have to say may be the hardest thing you ever had to hear! You never know, you may be the one that some child really needs right now.
“Hush, Little Baby…”
“Hush little baby, don’t say a word, Mama’s going to buy you a mockingbird.”
Holly cradled her dolly in her arms as she softly sang.
“Sally Jane I love you so much, please don’t cry, maybe this time it will be okay.”
Holly sniffed and rubbed her little fist below her eye to wipe away her tears.
“Hush little baby, don’t say a word, Mama’s going to buy you a mockingbird.”
“I’m sorry Sally, I don’t remember all the words, but hush now okay, we can’t let my Mommy hear.”
Holly choked back her sobs, “We don’t want to make Mommy cry, remember what Uncle Joe said, he said we would make Mommy sad. I love Mommy, I don’t want her to be sad.”
“Hush little baby, don’t say a word, Mama’s going to buy you a mockingbird.”
Again Holly wiped at the tears running down her face, ” I like games Sally, but not the kind of games that Uncle Joe plays, they make me feel strange. Maybe I’m just too young to understand his kind of fun.”
Holly silently rocked Sally Jane back and forth.
“I am scared Sally, are you ever scared? Uncle Joe’s eyes gleamed as he said that the games would get better. Last night I almost asked Mommy if she ever played Uncle Joe’s kind of games, but then I remembered another thing he had said. He told me to “Hush” said that its our little secret. So Sally now you are in on the secret too.”
Holly heard her Mommy’s voice calling from downstairs.
“Holly, are you ready to go? Uncle john is here.”
Holly gave Sally Jane one more squeeze and then laid her on her bed. She put her finger to her lips and said, “Remember Sally, Hush!”
She wiped away her last tear as she walked out her bedroom door with her tummy feeling funny.
Her Mom gave her a big hug when she came down the stairs. “I hope you have a really fun day today with Uncle Joe. “
Holly hugged her tightly back, not wanting to let go.
“I love you sweetie, but you need to go now, Uncle Joe is waiting.”
Holly’s heart pounded and her hands got sweaty, she wanted so badly to tell her Mommy, but yet she really didn’t know what to say. She didn’t understand, why did she feel so strange? Maybe it was just that something was wrong with her. Maybe Mommy would be mad at her if she said something.
She sighed while breathing in her Mommy’s sweet perfume, she always smelled so pretty. Holly gave her one more tight squeeze and then she let go.
Smiling she looked up at her Mommy.
“I love you Mommy, your the best Mommy in the whole world!” and with that Holly walked out the front door.
Her Mom waved goodbye as the car pulled out of the driveway. She then went into Holly’s room to put her clean clothes away. She spotted Sally Jane lying on her bed. She picked her up knowing how much Holly loved her dolly.
“Why Sally, your face is all wet! If I didn’t know better, I would say you were cry…” Holly’s Mom remembered Sally’s tight hug and the way she buried her face in her dress, not letting go. She looked at Sally again and Sally’s big emerald green eyes looked back at her. The sun streamed in the bedroom window, shining on the eyes and making them glisten. As Holly’s Mom looked at them it was almost like the eyes were looking back at her trying to say something.
What was she thinking, this was Sally Jane, just a doll!
She became lost in her thoughts, Holly had been acting kind of strange lately. Carrying Sally over to the rocking chair she sat down and started to sing Holly’s favorite lullaby.
“Hush little baby, don’t say a word….”
You are right, this will hit home with a lot of children. The ones that came into my foster care had similar stories. The worst betrayal was that nobody believed them.
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Yes that is a horrible betrayal and I can’t imagine how the poor frightened child must feel when they are not believed!
So glad that they found a listening ear and caring shoulder in you!!
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I like to think I helped a few find their way.
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❤
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Gives me chills……. well written and scary that it is too often a true story. 😞
I think you called him uncle John once when you meant to say joe.
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Thanks Jodi! Yes so scary and sad, that is why it was hard to write, but I thought someone may need to hear it.
OH gosh, I had corrected the one time I wrote John, guess i overlooked the other time! Spell check doesn’t catch errors like that. 🙂
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No prob. Still such s good story. 👍☺️
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Thank you dear!
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this was a shift from your usual but it was excellent! yes you do need to go with the first feeling, it is usually the best one!
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Thanks for your words Gina! It’s scary sometimes to shift from what your used to but sometimes it can be a good thing to do every once in a while.
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going to places that scare you is a step up Carolyn, know we are all cheering for you
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Awh, thanks dear! ❤
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Oh no!!
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This is so said. Hopefully Mom will start asking questions.
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I think the Mom will. Sorry that it is so sad, that is why I struggled with doing it. I wanted to make it real to life though and sadly the statistics for kids being sexually abused is too high!
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It’s the age we live in I think. Peace JR.
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Same to you!
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Sorry so sad.
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I’m sorry.
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So sad and well written — if I had a doll on my desk I would be crying on it too. Yes, parents can never assume that everything is okay.
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Thanks Meg, it’s a good thing I keep tissues on my desk!.
Yes, we as parents can”t just assume. It’s a message that I feel has to get out there.
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joy a brilliant piece! as an abuse a child abuse survivor myself I think you did good with this one! I related so much to it! xo
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You just choked me up!
Thank you so much for your thoughts and for your honesty about your past.
Now I know why I wrote this, why I felt so led to write it. I am so very sorry that you had to deal with such a horrible thing as a child. I can’t imagine and for you to tell me that you related to this, well there is just no words!
Lots of hugs and ❤ ❤
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This is very a powerful piece. Sadly it’ll hit home with many women too. 1 in 5 statistically. In truth, we know that it’ll hit home with many boys and men as well. It hit home with me.
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Thank you Laura! Yes sadly it will hit many beyond just little girls, I just hope it can touch them and let them know someone cares.
So sorry that it hit home with you. I hope you can feel my caring heart for you. A big hug and ❤ to you!
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I do Joy. Your heart and warmth radiates from you always💕
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Thank you! I feel warmth from you as well! Have a beautiful day!
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I’m preparing a necktie for Uncle Joe, right now, made out of hemp.
Holly’s mother might be a little more understanding than mine. When one of my sisters told my mother that our stepfather was abusing her, she got a hard slap on the face with a warning never to say something “nasty” like that again.
My mother still speaks fondly of that old bastard, even though she knows he abused all three of my sisters. It leaves me sick to my stomach.
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I think arsenic would be good for Uncle Joe as well!
And sometimes there are not enough words! I am so very sorry about all your sisters and the way your Mom denies it! I am guessing that your sisters don’t have a relationship at all with your Mom??
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Oh yes, they maintain a relationship. One of them drives her to the store every week, and two of them give her a monthly allowance.
She has some redeeming qualities, but as for me, I try to keep my distance. I send her money now and then, and have wrestled with the idea of chipping in with the monthly stipend, but there’s a part of me that really hates the idea. Not sure if it’s because I worry about my own finances, or if it’s because I just don’t like the idea of helping her. It’s complicated. Maybe I’m just cheap.
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Wow on them maintaining a relationship! I don’t know if I could do that, but like you said, she does have some redeeming qualities.
I can understand your reluctance though and no I don’t think it really has anything to do with money, I think it goes deeper than that.
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A lump in my throat … a chill up my spine. How many children are coerced into silence? How many parents fail to see the signs in front of them? 😢
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Sadly far too many! 😭
My post from tonight is cheerier, read that before bed to help lighten your heart ❤
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Just did! ❤
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